Monday, September 11, 2006

imprints

You know, I don't really know why I ask the questions I do, cause in reality I know the answer already, I just haven't looked for it.... I'm surprised my teacher does not get frustrated with my questions, after all, she's the one that knows I know the answer before I know the answer...now that I have completely confused anyone reading this, tell me, why must i insist on asking questions in which I know the answer to, just fail to see? Well, see there I go again, it's probably because I wouldn't listen to or trust an answer that comes from me, cause I doubt myself too much when it comes to the metaphysical realm and such. But anyhow, I was meditating today and something happened that never has before, i was holding onto the gems that i was using to help me focus and visualize what I wanted. They got really warm (that's not odd, most do) but when i was finished i discovered that they left imprints on the palm of my hand. Now i know i wasn't holding them hard enough to make that happen on my own...and here comes a question I really don't know the answer to, i have a few ideas but nothing concrete....why did they do that to my hands? is it the amount of energy they emit, a mix of mine and the gems? or was that the universes way of saying it is finished so to speak? And directly after that i fell asleep, that never happens i am always invigoated after meditation....so I"M CONFUSED...as usual! LOL but that is ok...i think ;)

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