wanted again

well tonite, i found out about myself that i never thought i would. i was made to understand how lonely i am and also how sensitive, and well, not so perfect i am, that ineed to quit trying so hard. I also felt what its like to be wanted again. i had a good nite with the tman who devided that i was worth something more... more than pretty eyes or a good smile. and reakkt he wants me but knows it can never happen and he is ok with that the point is that he was there when i needed him, nobody else was that i invited tonite. nobody talked to me and nobody cared but he did....so i'm wondering if he isnt worth annexing my plans to find out where else he can help me grow..