unbelievable!

I refuse to give this anymore energy, bad-wise anyhow, but i need it off my chest so when it's here, i'm done with it. no more thoughts or feelings towards the subject until the place and time comes into affect. So, this guy is older than me, but i love him, am in love with him and will do whatever it takes to be with him, he even wants to marry me! but my thoughts are connected to my parents, what if they don't like him, tell him to leave and don't want to accept him? now i love him, so i am going to be with him regardless of what their theories are, but how can i handle that strong of rejection? So what I am hoping for is the best, and what i'm expecting is the worst, and somewhere in between i will be pleasently surprised. that's it, i won't think on this any further until the day comes for him to meet them. i'm done with it.