dreaming

wow, I never thought I would say this, but I miss my dreams. This is like the sixth day in a row that I have not dreamt. The last one was me talking with my best friend, and I can't say for sure, but I think we had the soul chatter going on. Which by the way was completely awesome. I felt so alive and like a weight was taken off my shoulders the next morning. The one before that warned about the earthquake up abouve LA that happened this week....and now, I have absolutely none. I am thinking that I should be greatful for this, but somehow I am saddened.

I didn't attend church today, obviously since I'm typing now, but I am going to open the one book that hasn't been opened by me in a very long time....I still feel soo wierd about my two worlds colliding.

There are some classes that are at a store I go to often, I think I'm going to take them, maybe they will help me understand more about metaphysics and how to use what I have been blessed (or cursed, depending on which day you ask me,) with. I'm in an awesome mood today mostly because I think I know I'm gone from this place in only four short days....Then I can be generally happy :)