what to do?

I already think i know the answer, just really no clue.... ok, i want to go to tx but not until it's set up so that I know I will have a secure place to work and stay. that of course will take an insurrmountable ammount of time. I'm willing to wait for it, but it seems that he isn't. I like where I am now, I'm comfortable and happy...to give that up at this present moment, seems kind of , no not kind of , really stupid, but then again, opportunities don't just present themselves for no reason at all. so i don't necessarily need an answer, but maybe justification, that i'm right and doing the right thing.....i need justification alot..... :(