ask and you shall receive

seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be opened unto you.

and you know, for the life of me, I can't remember the verse that this is. I"m slowly forgetting what I learned...but then again can you ever really forget? I don't think so, then I guess I'd have to say that my mind just doesnt want to let me remember it right now.

I do know that i have asked and gotten, i have knocked and doors were opened (some big windows were too) and i'm still seeking, and finding new and glorious things in the world. I've solved the man issue, because i asked and recieved, not necessarily what i wanted to hear, but you know what, I didn't specify what exactly that was, and God never put that we had to be specific, guess I learned my lesson there :) LOL so next time i'll carefully add, the truth, even whne i don't want to hear it. I have been offered two jobs, so the doors have been opened, I just have to walk through the threshhold. And what i'm seeking, I'm not really sure, I guess i'm looking for something that completes me, that makes me whole, and happy. I'm not necessarily saying that I need a guy, cause I don't, i've made it this long. but I guess i'm just searching for fullfillment. yeah thats the word. Along the way the things i've learned have been interesting and lessons that I will never forget.

but one thing i have been wondering about, is those people who are so false that they will say anything for you to belive them, what has been so bad in their life that they think people wont accept them for who they are? and will do anything to fit in even if it means doing something they detest....what is wrong with these people?