enlightened

I visited a dear friend today and had a wonderful time. I found through our conversations that I had lost a little bit of myself. She reminded me that I can do anything i put my mind to, that I have all the power in the world right at my finger tips. She also reminded me of all my dreams I had somehow forgotten over the past few months and she also reminded me that its ok to love someone. That even though they may not stay, love is always worth it. I remember that i planned wedding, down to the very last detail, that i dream of a man to call my own, that understands me and walks the same path i do. I remember when i thought i was invincible and how quickly i realized that I am only human and can die at any given moment, and in that same moment i realized what it meant to live one day at a time and to live every one like it's my last, cause we never really know.... I learned today that it's not so much the path we take but that when we are true to ourselves, never sacrifice what's right and uphold your name, to stand for something, instead of nothing that will keep us on the path of our destiny. everything happens for a reason, to every time is a place, and every reason a season. To each their own. Let go of guilt, sorrow and pain, live today like its tomorrow and yesterday like its today. over come adversity and have patience, everything comes with time and when it's right i'll know. but until i know what i'm supposed to do (oh and i will--gotta love intuition) i need to keep dreaming, keep loving, and learn all i can putting what i learn to use, mastering all i can, absorbing all the information i can and using it to help others. I also know or assume that i will not be accepted for the me that i have become, and because this is a little negative i'm going to put a positive spin on it sayin that at least give them the benefit of the doubt that they will accept me, and if they dont? I have no clue as to what i'll do then. their acceptance means so much. hopefully its true, LOVE CONQUERS ALL.